Crystal Mirage Lyrics

So silent the song that would soothe me

And how tense thinking I could rest

Though hit the ground I keep falling

Though slept twelve hours I'm tired always

Though I can reach it I'm frustrated

Though it cannot hurt me more

Astonished

So eclipsed

How perfect

A dream

But still, I cannot tame my thoughts

I yearn to find the words

That would make you look at me

That would make you happy

Consciousness clouds me

Future scares me

Frail, uneasy

Vague and empty

Hoping my hands choke me

No room can hide my cry

Though no one would hear

Still, I try

I try

Hate the silence still

Hate the mirrors too

How now could I forget?

Sinking into my bed

I can't escape 'cause I'm not imprisoned

Though my thoughts corrupt my body

I can't explain what I cannot reason

Though with you I'm never out of reasons to try

No meaning I reach to grasp

Keep me floating restlessly

Let me tumble dearly

Back to the start

Falling apart

I'm never close

Elation never shows

I can't never feel composed

Even the fear that keeps me still

Would let me rest

But I don't know how

A night consumed by the time

Oh, my aged brain

Even this body lets me free

Can't think of another way

To reach you there

But again, at least you know

A life awaits by the dawn

And might forget

Even your eyes that led me there

Counting days

Counting the stars few

Counting every night

I'm not with you

Have you seen her?

Oh, how could not?

Oh, moon, could you tell her?

Words could never paint you

How repentant

Hope you someday find

Someone who can ease your pain

But forgive I'm not

Never thought I could smile

Never thought I could fly

Let the birds know your name

It's all I can think

Still, I long for the warmth of your touch

Don't eclipse the sun too much

I can't help staring at you

Fall for you

Though my words remain untrue

I hope you know I do

Roses of grey

They never fade

They never stay

Would they stop the waves

Plunging?

They never craved

Gracing the days when

You were there

Nothing fills me

Nothing lifts me

Nothing helps

Rain

Rain

Rain

Rain