ARDUOUS CONUNDRUM Lyrics

The truth is both healing and deadly

Truth can reveal

Truth can kill

What truth to you is real

Let me know

Many lames tried to box me in

Got em stuck with the lemon face

Every time I win

Looney Buffoons in my presence can't pretend

That they don't want me

Under the earth and

Smothered in dirt

Mothers in black

Crying in church

Big body tings

I can't fit up in ya hearse

Oh you mad lil nigga

Cuz I finally know my worth

Started daily affirmations

Learned to put God first

Demons move better

When you upgrade yourself

Well I'm a steel solid solider

In the army of the lord

Living by the pen

But not afraid to die by my sword

I talk heavy

Cuz I walk heavy

With the Holy Spirit

This divine connection

Got me feeling fearless

I'm wise enough to know

Not to move reckless

Always remain humble

Cuz even the most favored man

By God could yet and still

Suddenly lose it all

Don't get high up on your horse

You just might stumble and fall

No life insurance or a will

Now ya family holding dead weight

Meetings with ya lawyers and ain't nothing in the briefcase

Moms yelling to the Lord help us for Peeps Sake

Ego on ten but you softer than a cheesecake

Lip service is what you give when it's time to get down

That's why real triple OGs never want you around

It's either put in work lil homey or it's time to kiss ground

Just tryna find out who I really is

And if I'm gon make it out in show biz

Just tryna find out who I really is

And if I'm gon make it out in show biz

These for all them dark days

When I had them dark thoughts

I felt so cast away from my Gods heart

Like Tom when he lost Wilson

I was engulfed by my emotions

Like titanic in the deep

I was Jack up in the ocean

Drifted away from my purpose on purpose

The Lords plans for me

I just wouldn't conceive

Couldn't believe

Out of 7 billion souls that walked the earth

I was the one anointed to defend God's word

You should've of killed the beef

Now ya out here sprawled out

Homicide got ya lined up

Body chalked out

Revenge killings on high

They bled the block out

I wanna unite my people from

Their masters like right now

Do something big in music like Steve Stoute

Let the kids back home know

That somebody cares

This for my day one supporters

Who for me were always there

I wanna build the block up with

Community giving

Health living

Make all the mamas feel appreciated

Teach them all to buy land

That's how you get initiated

In the black wealth club

Highly anticipated

Don't buy cars

Cuz that value gets depreciated

Just tryna find out who I really is

And if I'm gon make it out in show biz

Just tryna find out who I really is

And if I'm gon make it out in show biz

My mark on the culture

Is how I'll know I've made it

Not looking for no accolades

Or even to be the greatest

Wanna kick my feet up in my mansion

With my fam elated

Cuz my destiny the devil tried

But just couldn't take it

My mark on the culture

Is how I'll know I've made it

Not looking for no accolades

Or even to be the greatest

Wanna kick my feet up in my mansion

With my fam elated

Cuz my destiny the devil tried

But just couldn't take it

Just tryna find out who I really is

And if I'm gon make it out in show biz

Just tryna find out who I really is

And if I'm gon make it out in show biz