melrose Lyrics

Been fighting with my health off of the map had to go stealth mode

Heart froze up cold yet I'm still down here in this hell hole

When the signs gon show cause I just been losin' all my damn hope

The last time I felt happy used to go watch Kam up in Melrose

I wasn't havin' no worries only thing I'd feel was nervous

Missin' them days as a kid and now I be lost in the circus

All of these years I went in I'm wondering if it was worth it

This life ain't gon' give you no mercy

Yeah

I ain't livin' a lie been livin' my truth yeah it's all in my eyes

I been wantin' to die but something keep holdin' me back when I try

Well maybe I'm here for a reason

Why do I tend to coast through all the seasons

Why do I fold when I'm fightin' my demons

Smoke to be numb but I know I don't need it yeah

I just wanna go home and see my family yeah

I just wanna hold em close I miss my granny yeah

Makin' decisions can't follow her visions

She guided the missions now her love missin'

The glue to the family that was once keepin' us in it

I need your light bundle of hope yeah

I'm in this fight freezin' in cold yeah

I'm alone what they don't know yeah

This life I chose is hard to cope so I

Been fighting with my health off of the map had to go stealth mode

Heart froze up cold yet I'm still down here in this hell hole

When the signs gon show cause I just been losin' all my damn hope

The last time I felt happy used to go watch Kam up in Melrose

I wasn't havin' no worries only thing I'd feel was nervous

Missin' them days as a kid and now I be lost in the circus

All of these years I went in I'm wondering if it was worth it

This life ain't gon' give you no mercy

Yeah

I get knocked down still I get up

Fall six times gettin' up seven

Miss the fam but I know I'm eleven

The only savior on the house I'm bettin'

The universe takin' all that I'm sendin'

I'm standin' tall eye level with heaven

Don't wanna leave just give me a second

To breathe in and enjoy all the blessings

Cause they gon' be gone in a minute fasho

So don't lose your place out here chasin' a hoe

Or gettin' the fomo for not havin' those

I'm talkin' bout clothes and all of the jewlery

That shit'll go at the end of the road

I'm lettin' you know to cherish the journey

You never know when its yo time to go

You gon' look up everybody gone in a blink of an eye

While you was worried bout money they was out here worried they die

This here for the fallen ones

Lowlifes with the damaged lungs

Smoked out till we ash and dust

Yeah who the fuck gon' care for us I

Been fighting with my health off of the map had to go stealth mode

Heart froze up cold yet I'm still down here in this hell hole

When the signs gon show cause I just been losin' all my damn hope

The last time I felt happy used to go watch Kam up in Melrose

I wasn't havin' no worries only thing I'd feel was nervous

Missin' them days as a kid and now I be lost in the circus

All of these years I went in I'm wondering if it was worth it

This life ain't gon' give you no mercy

Yeah