Mental Disintegration Lyrics

I feel lost, empty, filled with voids

And all this is caused by never ending noise

Cause I just cant figure whether my problems

Are too superstitious to feel remorse

My blood pressure is constantly rising

And when my brain finally explodes to bits

It will be the last time my innocence sees the light of day

And that's the time I realize its way too late

and I cant help but

Mentally disintegrate in times of daylight

As the emptiness absorbs my flesh

And when the time is moving faster and faster than eyesight

It slowly makes you feel like you want to fall into a deep and endless cliff

All those movies that I've watched

All those songs I tried to write

It was all a waste of time

Its not like I was connected to them in any shape or form

I walk to the beachside every night

To watch the moon that shines so bright

The waves that break into the rocks

But empty feelings never stop

He didn't mean to make you cry

With sparks that ring and bullets fly

On empty rings around your heart

The world just screams and falls apart

Why do I have to?

Why do I have to?

Why do I have to call my friends?

They haven't called me

They haven't called me

They haven't called me for the past 3 months

Why do I have to?

Why do I have to?

Why do I have to call my friends?

They haven't called me

They haven't called me

They haven't called me for the past 3 months

Why do I have to?

Why do I have to?

Why do I have to call my friends?

They haven't called me

They haven't called me

They haven't called me for the past 3 months

Why do I have to?

Why do I have to?

Why do I have to call my friends?

They haven't called me

They haven't called me

They haven't called me for the past 3 months

Two headed boy

There's no reason to grieve

The world that you see is a figment reality

That you have created in your dumb mind

And I cant help but

Mentally disintegrate in times of daylight

As the emptiness absorbs my flesh

And when the time is moving faster and faster than eyesight

It slowly makes you feel like you want to fall into a deep and endless cliff

Mentally disintegrate in times of daylight

As the emptiness absorbs my flesh

And when the time is moving faster and faster than eyesight

It slowly makes you feel like you want to fall into a deep and endless cliff