April Leaves Lyrics

After all of this time by myself

I can't decide if I wanna find somebody else

Or stay together and then make you my spouse

Yeah, nah, that just ain't sounding right

Because together we got a dullness to our light

But I can`t trust myself to leave you anymore

Cause then what the fuck did I take you back for?

I don't fucking know, seems to waste my time

But at least I learned a bit, seems just fine

But my life with you is starting to make me feel tired

And the way you posting with your homie got me fired up

But for what? You don't tеxt me anyway

And y'all hanging out, so fuck it, he can have you

You ask mе what's the issue and I don't know what to say besides check a mirror

Looking in mine asking "where's the hero?"

Cause I don't wanna start again at ground zero

Once my home girl called me her hero

But now I need some saving, falling so deep I can see Satan

My feet falling in the fire, but I'm still so cold

Feeling like Capone, up on top but so alone

Girl, grab my hand, pull me up, please

You dropped me once before and now we in another squeeze

So now I'm scared, I'm horrified at the thought

Of you being the one to pull me up, cause you dropped

And who said that you wouldn't ever do it again?

Nobody, and that's the problem, you didn't either

And when she said she missed me, man I believed her

That's something you never said, man I wonder why

Maybe I should hit her up and ask her why

She got a man too, and he's a bitch that I don't like

Maybe if she on my line again then we all eye for eye

And man I can't even lie, after that I might just die