i thought you were special Lyrics

Broke my soul now the reaper's out to get me

I been here before but something's feeling different

Move in slow mo off the bean

Sorry kidneys

Are you kidding me?

We were meant to be

I am lost

And I can't hide it no

Cold nights in the tropics shoveling the snow

It's the end of the rope

I held on for too long it's time for me to let go

Perky hitting too strong booming like I'm metro

In you I didn't see wrong I thought you were special

When all along I was kissing on the devil uh

Played your role pretty well

Waited till I fell

Hit the ground in hell

Fire in my lungs and I can't exhale

Body's going numb off what I inhale

Look what you started No this ain't okay

Only thing straight here is my drink

Purple lemonade in the cup I'm wasting

Away they said it's painless

A part of me

Don't wanna believe

That this what you aimed at

The other part's like she wouldn't call you her fav

If there weren't others in the first place

Broke my soul now the reapers out to get me

I been here before but something's feeling different

Move in slow mo off the bean

Sorry kidneys

Are you kidding me?

We were meant to be

I am lost

And I can't hide it no

Cold nights in the tropics shoveling the snow

It's the end of the rope

I held on for too long it's time for me to let go

Perky hitting too strong booming like I'm metro

In you I didn't see wrong I thought you were special

When all along I was kissing on the devil uh

The truth hurts and I'm bleeding out

Your words like a knife you don't need me how

It ain't easy for you and I see the smile

Through your mask must be happy I'm defeated now

Better luck next time

I don't wanna hear it

You won't ever be mine

That is getting clearer

So I stick to spirits and I call it healing

Broke my soul now the reapers out to get me

I been here before but something's feeling different

Move in slow mo off the bean

Sorry kidneys

Are you kidding me?

We were meant to be

I am lost

And I can't hide it no

Cold nights in the tropics shoveling the snow

It's the end of the rope

I held on for too long it's time for me to let go

Perky hitting too strong booming like I'm metro

In you I didn't see wrong I thought you were special

When all along I was kissing on the devil uh