Try To Remember Lyrics

It doesn't matter what kind of growth I achieve, man

I always get in my way

The closer you get to the light

The greater your shadow becomes, right

I'mma look inward

To find all the pieces

I've broken up off of myself

Threw on the floor

And swept underneath me

Been feeling like Genie

I got all this magic inside of me

But I'm still cuffed by my past judgements

Digging through years of my mind's luggage

Man, I release it

I don't even need it

Out here, I'm guilting myself when I'm supposed to be focused on healing

The things you don't deal with

Don't do disappearing

They get in the way when you tryna forgive

And Understand feelings

Yo, let's dig

What is reason why

I think I be dealing fine

I mean, I try just to listen

Not to defend my position, sigh

Yo, there I go again slipping

My rhythm don't match my vision, right

Steadfast when my fist is tight

But not everything is a fight

I try to remember

That I'm not the center

Cause when I be hurting

My heart freezes over

Like flow in December

I become the aggressor

Whenever there's pressure

You judging my worth

Well I don't need closure

I'm quick with the temper

Hey

But reset all my sensors

And all that there gets prevented

I'm climbing up on a search

Where I can refine all my methods

For defeating my dementors

Them demons beating me senseless

Care not for me and my presence

They just always leave me with messes

General consensus

Is that

They could never take what's mine

They could never cross that line

Anything I chase I know that I'll find

Investing all my energy and every dime

I keep using deep breaths to relieve stress

Dont need much when that beat hits

It's the only way that I keep holding space myself when it's something that I'm needing

I stand in my dark

Hands on my heart

Examine the parts

That I tried to ignore

Sure

I'm handling broad

Family charged

Baggage I brought

I wont keep any more

Stored

I am radically

Not mismanaging

Feeling fear but taking action

When I jump, I might not know exactly how, but I know I'm landing and

I try to remember

That I'm not the center

Cause when I be hurting

My heart freezes over

Like flow in December

I become the aggressor

Whenever there's pressure

You judging my worth

Well I don't need closure

I'm quick with the temper

Whoa

But why do I become somebody I don't want to talk to

When feelings start to own me, I try hard not to be partial

I just can't seem to let go of this anger in my heart

Too involved with how it makes me hurt to notice I'm at fault

Oooh

Responsible for how I hate

I can't shake

All this weight

Much too used to bottling up all the words I'd never say

But I won't make

That mistake

I'mma speak the things I think

If I've got a problem with you imma say it to your face

And that's just base

Line I can't

Take no less won't tolerate

Any lower level frequencies from me

As I relate

See I don't flake

I negate

Chase the vibe I propagate

Though my mind is primed with lines I rhyme

I tell myself the same

I try to remember

That I'm not the center

Cause when I be hurting

My heart freezes over

Like flow in December

I become the aggressor

Whenever there's pressure

You judging my worth

Don't be judging my worth, no