Wasn't Worth It Lyrics

They didn't understand

What held us together

Shit I didn't either

I ain't like your ass, even

Shit I was scared

So I kept it together

No matter what happened

It all went unspoken

Shit I was a kid

You knew what you were doing

You had a mission

And it was completed

Throughout my life

I faced many demons

But your ass was weird

I knew what I was doing

I knew what I was doing

Fear was engrained in me at a young age

I held myself together well

But people still like to think they knew where I come from

Especially at a young age

I found myself falling victim for creep shit

For weird shit

I knew it was, but I allowed it to happen

And, I, in turn I played my own games

For my own gains

I've got stories and scenarios locked in my memories

The body holds the trauma

And I still don't know what to do with this shit after so many years

I barely speak about things from this chapter in my life

But it's because I can't even believe that they happened

And it is kind of shameful

But I'm still here to tell my story

So here it is

The depths of it

I'm twisted

And you bet that I know it

I imagined your deaths

And the ways I would do it

You can bet I had folk

Saying that they would do it

But I kept it moving

But my grudges were showing

It's been a really long time

I wish I could forget you

But you fucking cursed me

With your needy behavior

Never forget me, you didn't love me

You damn right bitch

That chance really wasn't worth it

I ain't got time today

I can tell you didn't grow

I could have a conversation with you

If you took accountability for your actions

But you'd act like you ain't know

You'd try to outsmart me

Like it's a fucking game

But guess what

I'm fucking winning

This my therapy bitch

The world going to know

I reach out to the world

And they accept what I show

You had me in your grips

And I played along

Hoping you'd let me go

If I bored you enough

But you were weird

And I bet you still are

You used to creep around the corner

Guess what, they saw

You used to play the nice guy

But you know how that goes

Stay the fuck away from me

You know I scare your soul

You know I scare your soul

I'm twisted

And you bet that I know it

I imagined your deaths

And the way I would do it

You can bet I had folk

Saying that they would do it

But I kept it moving

But my grudges were showing

It's been a really long time

I wish I could forget you

But you fucking cursed me

With your needy behavior

Never forget me, you didn't love me

You damn right bitch

That chance wasn't worth it