the one about that thing I did Lyrics

This familiar sinking feeling

All my friends have finished healing

College towns and frontline warfare

Who's around I'm sure you don't care

I just wanted to be okay

I can't believe you when you say there's no shame

I cannot pull myself from this

Ah god I knew I'd have to quit

Climb mountain tops of evidence you still

You think you're special look where that got you

Yeah, you're special now I'll have to haunt you

There was a ritual

A secret worth saving

There was a perfect way to curb all of the cravings

You just think you're only there for yourself

'til someone patches you up

'til someone sees what you've done

You think you're so special

Look at you now

Disorder

Keeps your feet

(from the ground)

You're standing too close to the flames

Missing my skin would scream from the pain

You're so special

Do you hear me?

You're so special