Bella's Song (Live) Lyrics

I've been trying to stay alive this time

I've been trying to stay across the line All these memories I've pressed rewind

Thinking maybe I could free my mind I still fuck up on my own sometimes

I'm still fighting with myself most times Anything just to feel around

Anything just to feel alive Back in the burden and I've been doing the

most Struggle with dealings that I've been making

Sailing these waters with these holes in my boat

Sinking or swimming but I'm just staying afloat I know that I could be

So much more than I see My eyes closed, let me be

My eyes low, let me be

Look alive, look alive

Look alive, look alive

Look alive, look alive

Look alive, look alive

Uh, Play this shit loud then run it back Bring it back home, you're caught a sack

Burn down the house then catch a cab Cover your wounds and turn again

Turn off the lights, your demons hide Keep the lights on, don't drive them blind

Throw the bait down and make them bite Pull out your gun and kill those doubts

I know that this feeling is hardly a feeling You don't know your fears, so try to consider

The hole in your heart to try and fill it The pain and the pain but this ache never dries

Looking for renegade ties, praying that peace will arrive

Praying for strength to survive Cut them wrists to feel alive

Pull a smile just to disguise

I've been trying to stay alive this time I've been trying to stay across the line

All these memories I pressed rewind Thinking maybe I could free my mind

I still fuck up on my own sometimes I'm still fighting with myself most times

Anything just to feel alive Anything just to feel alive

Wait, take me to the river Watch my body wash away

Tell me that it listens every time that I pray Tell me one more lie just to make me stay, stay, stay

These words I leave my tongue You should put it in a song

This rhythm is the only place I feel like I belong

So when you play this make sure everybody sings along, long, long

Look alive, look alive

Wait, take me to the river Watch my body wash away

Tell me that it listens every time that I pray

Tell me one more lie just to make me stay, stay, stay

Taste these words that leave my tongue You should put it in a song

This rhythm is the only place I feel like I belong

So when you play this make sure everybody sings along, long, long

Look alive, look alive

Wait, look alive, look alive