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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2022

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Found life in decay

Jack Torrance in the maze

Cold, froze, stuck in place

Soul cursed since the day

I crawled out of this earth

Blood and dirt on my shirt

Never lived, had to learn

I was birthed in a hearse


Found life in decay

Jack Torrance in the maze

Cold, froze, stuck in place

Soul cursed since the day

I crawled out of this earth

Blood and dirt on my shirt

Never lived, had to learn

I was birthed in a hearse


Felled remains remain within my wake

From what I create to make it through the day

If you take away the pain, I ain't the same

But this plague betray my mind, eating away

Faced with my sorrows, Jason, Crystal Lake

Found purpose building up the House of Rage

Still falling fast as ink dries on the page

Still trapped inside this fucking wretched cage

Mental illness took the key, threw it away

Aye, aye

Still searching for it, siftin' through the waste

Aye, aye

Spiral, Uzumaki inside my brain

Aye, aye

Seems the darkness always had its hold on me

Aye, aye

Found solace in it, light ain't make its way

Blood in the snow, get washed away by rain

I can't ever fold, my back sore from the blades

Pull each one out, cut my demons down

Still no peace ever found, no harm, no foul

Still won't tap out, decompose with the crown


Found life in decay

Jack Torrance in the maze

Cold, froze, stuck in place

Soul cursed since the day

I crawled out of this earth

Blood and dirt on my shirt

Never lived, had to learn

I was birthed in a hearse


Never felt like I belong

My own mind is fucking gone

From decay

Think my time has come, okay

Cut my shit up with a blade

Suicide, my final day

Took too many drugs

I almost dug up my own fucking grave

Lay me six feet deep

Maybe then I will feel safe

You really think you wanna die

Just try and live inside my mind

The mind that was so fucking blind

To all the pain and suffering

Surrounded by nothing but sin

You know that I keep all the demons within

They're held within

But I'm so alone

Why do I hate myself

Well, what the fuck am I to do

Yeah, I just need some help

I said man, what the fuck am I to do

I need some help

You know, I guess I'll decay

Yeah, away

Yeah, away

I will decay everyday

My life will fucking fade away

I will become a memory

One you forget so you feel sane

But in the end, you're not okay

I know you're not okay


Found life in decay

Jack Torrance in the maze

Cold, froze, stuck in place

Soul cursed since the day

I crawled out of this earth

Blood and dirt on my shirt

Never lived, had to learn

I was birthed in a hearse

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