And Neither Had I ft. afkaustin Lyrics

I'ma be one cold body in a grave

I ain't mean that I caused no pain

I just mean that I'll be alone

But that's okay I feel at home

Restin' that piece against my dome

Click clack when I cock it back

Bitch, I'm gone

Never knew how I got so low

Just opened my eyes and here I woke

Woke up in another alternate reality

Just another game my mind's still playin' a trick on me

Ain't no longer can I tell you what be real or not

Ain't no problem when the problem is you made it up

Just another fuckin' thing I gotta think about on my plate

You would think I ain't ate

'Cause the pile go high like a mountainscape

It'll ruin me

No, I can't debate

Been restin' in that serendipity, happily

You can find me six feet deep in my lucid dream

Been restin' in that serendipity

It's killing me

Yeah, I let it

Bitch, I see it takin' over me

I been feelin' like I am a Lower Level product of the devil

Just an average motherfucker with some talent undercover

That I cannot even channel properly

Because my mental state is just a product of the trauma that I had to face

And now I'm fucking everything up to the left and to the right

And I could never fucking fix it even when I really tried

I got a problem with my mind it make me really wanna die

So, I did die

I've been here too long

Now I'm covered in blight

They wanted my blood, and they wanted my eyes

So, dig them right out of my skull (Dig them right out of my skull)

But there's one thing you should know

I see all, I feel all

So, certainly, I bleed all, I heal all (So certainly)

I'm your decay (I'm your decay)

They wanted my eyes, so they ripped them out my skull

But I don't need them

I can see on my own

This fifth dimension I traverse is all I've known

So fucking lonely, but I'm not here alone