Surrounding Thoughts Lyrics

Why I need some closure

Just to heal my fucking mind

I've been chained up

I'm locked in, Stuck at a certain point of time

Endless nightmare looking to escape

This horrible point of view

Yeah I'm tired

Sleepless night

Contributing to the question like

Were you really texting me

Or were you just responding

I gave out my heart

Not knowing what you wanted

Another wasted time on lies

I got this pain on my mind

I hope it really fucking counted

To you oh

Were you really texting me

Or were you just responding

I gave out my heart

Not knowing what you wanted

Fuck getting all attached again

I don't want to depend

Just to get fucking broken hearted

Oh

You were my flower I ignored the thorns

Yet again, this pain didn't seem enough

To go through my head

I was there for entertainment

why I was dedicated

For some temporary shit

But I was there just to see us

Fall out

What was I suppose to fucking say

Love me for now

So I can endure the same pain

That were lies and deceptions

Looking at your eyes

You didn't even fucking mention

That you were not Loving me

Why you didn't you

Tell me the truth

I ended up loving to lose

Your petals like poison

I caught on itching, i had no clue

I had an addiction to love

But now who can trust

When I tried giving out my heart

Ended receiving the lust

Mixing up my

Whole mind

Emotions stuck

Switching from

Love to hating

Just empty feelings

I kept containing

Every little thing

That was said to me

Mind not even free

Endless thoughts like

Were you really texting me

Or were you just responding

I gave out my heart

Not knowing what you wanted

Another wasted time on lies

I got this pain on my mind

I hope it really fucking counted

To you oh

Were you really texting me

Or were you just responding

I gave out my heart

Not knowing what you wanted

Fuck getting all attached again

I don't want to depend

Just to get fucking broken hearted

Oh

I'm lost in space

Floating up high in my mind

And Entrapped in time

Yeah Alone I'll be

Until I can see

Cause it really fuck everything even love

Yeah It had to be oh

Wasn't about to love just

To pack and leave

I was about it

At time it was hurting deep

Can't forget it how the past

Can also leak

Into presence

In the present

Now I'm out the scene oh

Broken down inside

thinking I found my peace

But it's a lie

To cover up

These thought surrounding me

I know

That I can not be

Giving out my heart to show

Everything I did for you

Was just so we can say goodbye

Now I'm locked up inside

No where I can confide

It wasn't forever

Why I do I question your lies

Knowing it will not change a thing

Between you and I

But I can't stop these thoughts like

Were you really texting me

Or were you just responding

I gave out my heart

Not knowing what you wanted

Another wasted time on lies

I got this pain on my mind

I hope it really fucking counted

To you oh

Were you really texting me

Or were you just responding

I gave out my heart

Not knowing what you wanted

Fuck getting all attached again

I don't want to depend

Just to get fucking broken hearted

Oh