LOVE ISN'T REAL ft. Izayuh Jones & A Rxse Lyrics

I think I'm saying too much

Stomach feeling nauseous think I drank too much

Hear the sound of silence

When you on the phone

I don't know what got between us

I can't fake it anymore

I feel emotional

Then I realize that's how it's supposed to go

I wake up terrified

I lose whenever I believe in hope

The feelings that I choose to hide

Can't hurt if they don't ever know

And everyone is different

Sometimes it just feels so personal

And now you say you're far from perfect

I'm in love with all your flaws

I'm attracted to your person but I'm

Living a life of desperation

Constant fear of separation

Don't blame me if I don't make it home

She gon' grow up she gon' glow up

She gon' change

Everybody changes but I'm

Still gon' sit and wait

Don't care about your differences

I love you either way

But that don't really matter

You ain't feeling me the same

Baby tell me what's the deal

Is the love even real

I don't know how to feel i

Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same

I'm not okay

About the way you betrayed me

Baby tell me what's the deal

Is the love even real

I don't know how to feel i

Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same

The skies are grey

And now we're smoking our lives away

I can't believe it

You're really leavin'

Never got the chance to

Tell you how I'm really feelin'

No call or text

Never knew there was a deeper meaning

All this smoke that's in my lungs

But I'm not concerned 'bout breathin'

Don't want your charity want your clarity

Want you next to me

You made a better me tried some therapy

Only went a week

It's kinda scary it drives me crazy

How much you mean to me

You're my friend and I'm your enemy

Always disagree

How'd we ever get into this situation

You were always my blanket

You kept me warm like insulation

Now I'm seeing what you're indicatin'

Paintin' a picture call you Picasso

Never saw it coming why I'm so frustrated

I'm fillin' up my lungs to

Feel the feelin' I felt with you

You're steady movin' on and

I'm unsure of what I should do

New job and new beginnings

I see a post of some guy I knew

I cannot carry on

Reminiscin' times I spent with you

Baby tell me what's the deal

Is the love even real

I don't know how to feel i

Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same

I'm not okay

About the way you betrayed me

Baby tell me what's the deal

Is the love even real

I don't know how to feel i

Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same

The skies are grey

And now we're smoking our lives away

Baby tell me what's the deal

Is the love even real

I don't know how to feel i

Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same

I'm not okay

About the way you betrayed me

Baby tell me what's the deal

Is the love even real

I don't know how to feel i

Wanna be yours but you don't feel the same

The skies are grey

And now we're smoking our lives away