Scopophobia Lyrics

A silhouette of you

Was the best I could do

Because the memories faded

The thought of you is vacant

Roses grow

In places we used to go

Flowers sit in place

Of the thought of your face

A silhouette of you

Was the best I could do

Because the memories faded

The thought of you is vacant

Overgrown

And under shown

I need to find my home

In a place I know

When I saw the cracks show

My brain switched from "stay" to "let's go"

I can't sit here no more

Someone get me out of this hole

I put myself in

I said I didn't, I was lying

But I switched up

And now the memories are dying

I'm hiding, lying

In my mind I'm fighting

No confiding to no one

'Cause no one saw the things I saw

When I was dying

The fires gone out

And now the skies filled with clouds

Ain't no shelter on my head

But still the rain will come down

Cause who waits for me?

Just forget 'bout GC

Cause Growing Cold

Will be just letters carved in a tree

A silhouette of you

Was the best I could do

Because the memories faded

The thought of you is vacant

Roses grow

In places we used to go

Flowers sit in place

Of the thought of your face

A silhouette of you

Was the best I could do

Because the memories faded

The thought of you is vacant

Overgrown

And under shown

I need to find my home

In a place I know

Just the buzz of the green light

A lover don't mean shite

She's kissing on me, mind

But in the mean time

She's telling her friends

"This shit's got to end

I'm stuck in this ship

I'm fucking dying with it"

But I don't mean shit

My wrists are fucking slit

I'm just a fucking bitch

And she's over this

Mind, I fucked this all up

It still fucking sucks

When it's all my fault

My fucking life's at a halt

So Imma keep it moving

Making songs so I been grooving

Putting in the work

And when this drops

Imma prove it

Choosing life over love

But still living life on the run

It's no fun

I put my mind out there by using a gun

Blast through my fucking skull

I'm just too fucking dull

And everyday I live is proving

That I'm not meaningful

So before I go

Imma prove

I got something left to show

And even if I lose

I'm gonna shine

Before I blow

A silhouette of you

Was the best I could do

Because the memories faded

The thought of you is vacant

Roses grow

In places we used to go

Flowers sit in place

Of the thought of your face

A silhouette of you

Was the best I could do

Because the memories faded

The thought of you is vacant

Overgrown

And under shown

I need to find my home

In a place I know