The Meltdown Boy Lyrics

Delusional, ignorant, stupid

Still falling victim to it

But I know my teens have been over

And I wish I hadn't lived it so sober

Yes, now I get to leave

I finally get to breathe

But then confessions come

And now I'm aching some

I should've said I knew it

I feel a little stupid

Now that I'm looking back

Can't help myself gagging to it

My pride was a girl I liked

I miss her and I don't even know her

My best was a friend I had

Began after it was all over

Heaven could be so easy to get to

If it didn't take Hell to get there

Heaven could be so easy to get to

If you just tried

To where I am from covid

I've been this doped-up poet

My heart's in my chest, but I'm not its owner

And now I'm waking up so hungover

The camera rolls, but I'm motionless

You moved on, but I'm still living in that moment

Can I notice if our photo tears?

If the moment wasn't captured, was I really there?

Painted my pain in ballpoint ebony

You take me to Hell every August, I'm Persephony

Push me down, the momentum to the memories

Daydreams as strong as ketamine

Do you even know me my lover?

My pride was a girl I liked

I miss her and I don't even know her

My best was a friend I had

Began after it was over

Heaven could be so easy to get to

If it didn't feel like Hell to get there

Heaven could be so easy to get to

If it didn't feel like Hell to get there

Showered in the dark to ease the feelings

She told me in my dreams that she forgave me

She wasn't like all this in the memories

Why would I make up these realities?

The one that got away can never know

The one that got away should never

The one that got away would never know

The one that got away can never know