Gone Lyrics

I got no one to talk to so I put this shit on you

Yeah I found that life just isn't all strawberries and fondue flowing down the fountain Waiting for somebody just like you to take away your problems like that often ain't for You

It's fifty five degrees outside and not a cloud in sight

The rain came and I prayed for every drop to go away I'm manifesting life and I'm Striving to be the best I can try to be

I been living on my own so no more snakes that are biting me

Carry my own weight I float away by igniting leaves

Stay by the fire tree wind is cold but inspiring

Everything is so tiring I don't why I lie to me

I'd be better off silent while meditating and flying free

I just be what I gotta be I don't wanna be anyone

And if I'm being honest I don't really wanna do anything but just cook up these tunes in My room and never find love

Cuz I'm way too cold regardless

And I'm sorry if I'm barging in the garden we been planting

I'm just getting shit up off my chest now is you understanding

Are we overplanning for something we gon abandon

I'm bleeding without a bandage

The doctor just took a candid

Said I'm going down in history as another example as to why you don't give a fuck

Too much

Listening to me ramble bout my life that's down in shambles

Nobody gonna know your name

Nobody gonna feel your pain

I'll just take another step and hope that I don't trip or fall

I'll risk it all to be involved

Just please pick up the call

I been staring at my nightstand

But the moon is looking tall

Like the love I have for yall

You guide me through the fog

I know that I'm blessed but this morning it's like a hex

Like Jesus is handing out tests to the students to find the steps

The cheaters gon score the best and then wonder about the temp

I learned this all at the bottom but message is heaven sent

I know they gon come for me if y'all real

Wake up early in the morning clean the stu then start recording

Grab a coffee and a hoagie just something to get me going

I been waiting for this moment been wishing that time was frozen

Wonder if this makes sense but I win and then I gloat it

Just because I don't be posting pictures on the gram

Don't mean I don't be active that shit get hot without the fans

Understand that if you talking you ain't thinking bout the bands

Understand that with no bread, you'll be stuck up in a jam

You got a big ego

It's something ain't seen tho

Y'all scared to eat pussy I be slurping like miso

Idea price wars but your pride couldn't afford it

Bad case of high horse

I'm with Bojack and we toking

The ones thats screaming change are the ones that stay the same

Everybody getting hurt but some never feel the pain

Keep it bottled like a rocket going up up and away

I'm just tryna get deposits and a spot up on the roster

Getting turnt on a Wednesday, got nun tomorrow anyway

Hustle so I get payed, working like a bread mage

Heading where my bay bay's

Head game crayzay

She treat me like a sensei

I saved her from that dense haze

I study quantum physics most the shit I do is random

Just give me a ten day, I'll make eleven albums

You know I gotta finish all beginnings can't abandon

I got fifty five freaks I'm about to start a fandom

Or a band

Either one

And it's gon be fuckin sick

I don't give a fuck what ima say at this point

I already spilled it out if u want it that's your choice

But I'm gone

Too far to make an estimation

If you call I'm prolly somewhere meditating

On my own I ball like I'm Capone

In the ho I make a clone and then abort before it's born

No emotion in this poem

But it's love that keeps me going

Walked the road of burning coals so long I thought that it was home

Woah

I woke up with the feeling that I'm gonna win today

The act of burning bridges will likely create some space

So just wait and wait and wait

Ask god to help you change

Unless u wanna stay the same

In the rain

I been calling out his name

Wonder if he hears me pray

None the shit I asked became

Begged to keep my cousin safe and he just threw him in the grave

There's balloons everywhere, I guess this shit a party

Nothing can compare we got pizza and Bacardi

But just let me reassure I'm only getting started

Your feet up in the air, shit its time to get bombarded

Wonder why you sitting startled, let's just kick it like it's sparta

I guess I'm in kindergarten cuz I think that I'm an artist

Others say a carton filled up with some milk that been left out in the garden forgotten

I'm tryna show y'all that I'm harnessed but I'm simply being sharpened

I'm tryna one up Carter

Super saucy, my own tartar

Guess I gotta come in harder

Gotta make it smarter

Guess I gotta make a martyr better strap on all your armor cuz this sword keep getting Sharper every time I grab the marker

Yeah I'm bout to be departing, should that be alarming if with money I be balling

All these verses I be carving, I got traces back to carbon

You can find me in the market buying booze I'm never carded

I just tell them I'm a

But it's one of my deceptions

I got a collection you can see it in complexion

Be fiending for connection I guess this is my confession

I got a hunnid weapons I just call it my selection

Be staring at reflection and get filled up with redemption

I'm pretty damn infected and that's forgetting to mention everything about projection

See it's all about perception you be living in subjection

Eleven whole dimensions gotta have some kinda tension

Maybe have some recollections of another's resurrection

Call it misdirection you was in the comic section

Guided by attention only lead me to detention

Another imperfection getting to the golden lessons but it's time to end the session hope You took in the injection

Only good intentions I don't want yall in corrections

A little retrospection is the first step to deflection

This the era of progression