Life of a Misfit Lyrics

Said I done grew up

But man I been a misfit

Another screw up

Done poured me up another drink

I threw my shot up

Just to see it miss again

What am I proud of?

Man every little thing

Said I done grew up

But man I been a misfit

Another screw up

Done poured me up another drink

I threw my shot up

Just to see it miss again

What am I proud of?

Man every little thing

Can't waste my time tracing back lines of regret

So I splash some color outside, release the leaves of my stress

And root some trees of progress

I'll be imperfect at best, and let God handle the rest

See that's the test

Yes, I'm blessed

Yes I left all the cooking to the best chef

Yet they're pressed

Broke their necks to see another brother trip

They grab the grip, if he don't fall then they'll force him to slip

I would blame them but that's jus how the world is

This is the life that we live

You either kill be killed, lessons you give to your kids

That's why it's been how it's been

That's why it is what is

That's why I'm still a misfit

(Said I done grew up man)

Often think back to my nappy big headed days

My thoughts replay every second every day

Like they were on a big screen at the movies and the entrance fee was free

I try to choose me, they want the breath that I breathe

I try to water their leaves, they want the sun that makes it green

Said I done grew up

But man I been a misfit

Another screw up

Done poured me up another drink

I threw my shot up

Just to see it miss again

What am I proud of?

Man every little thing

Would say I'm running out of time, it's just a social construct

Misfortunes of a misfit committing social misconduct

A product of pursuing problems with those around him

And doubt-filled thoughts crowding his headspace and prodigal conscience

Still he was loved anyway, 12 years straight momma hosted celebrations of his birthday

But kid it ain't your fault it always rained down on your day

Still he felt some type of way, scratching racking his brain

Screaming, streaming tears challenging rain like what'd I do to deserve these things?

And the more life took, the more selfish he grew

Like if You won't give it to me Lord well I'll take it from You

If the change dare come up short then I'll take even more

If she boast about being right then I'll tell her she's wrong,

And if they're challenging my heart then I'll show them I'm strong

And I'll play with their emotions they'll miss me when I'm gone

Well there's some more acts of the misfit fit in his state of immature

Said I done grew up

But man I been a misfit

Another screw up

Done poured me up another drink

I threw my shot up

Just to see it miss again

What am I proud of?

Man every little thing

Said I done grew up

But man I been a misfit

Another screw up

Done poured me up another drink

I threw my shot up

Just to see it miss again

What am I proud of?

Man every little thing