IF I COULD SPEAK TO MYSELF Lyrics

I left you a note with everything that you need

I hid all the ropes in hopes that you'd feel the breeze and feel the sun

I made sure I watered every single seed

God is hard to reach but if you just believe then she will come

Faith is just the people that you keep around

Your mother's only human, give her grace she'd love to see her son

Try not give her greys, you drive her crazy, when you drink and drive

So please don't drink and drive, you dodged a bullet once

Be the man you want your godson to meet

Be the man you want your brothers to love and your partner to teach

And your father made time because he misses the beach

But most importantly he's missing a piece of him that he sees

Every once in a while not enough and it seems that life is like an opening seam

You grow farther apart, and time is not on your team

The needle drops on the record and tightens us in between

How you got hate in your heart when I give enough love for a feast

Called the hotline once they told me take it with ease

I asked him for his name he said he couldn't release that information

But it gave me relief

My nephew's face it gives me some peace

Dark times, new life, ain't it sweet?

It's 2022, people put their life in a tweet and tik tok times ticking if you asking me

But no one's asking me

The truth is so relative, having a hard time staying relevant

Sedatives, they take it for the hell of it

Who you think is worse? The addict or who selling it?

Anyway, I prefer the liquor when I'm settling in

Sir, would you like a margarita? Yes, that would be heavenly

The weed was easy to cut, the liquor harder and it's not because I need it or none

Just makes it easy to dance, which makes it easy to fuck

And that's my problem, baby that's my problem

That's my problem, baby that's my problem

That's my problem, baby that's my problem

That's my problem, baby that's my problem