On My Own Lyrics

This is my life

Oh yea

Ive Been grinding on my own

And I never felt at home

Even before I was grown

Now Im grown

Throwing up

Life is fucked up

Withdrawls got me choosing

These drugs that im abusing

Over everything

Phone let it ring

I dont wanna talk

I just wanna drink

I just wanna sing

Musics the only thing that get me feeling free

If I died right now

That feeling would be freedom

They say I talk about death too much

I wish theyd all hold their breathe too much

Ive been locked up

Ill be out in six months

If I dont lose my cool

And tear this Bitch up

Shes been freaking out

So I stopped calling home

The feelings right

This is my life

Im on my own

Ive Been grinding on my own

And I never felt at home

Even before I was grown

Now Im grown

Throwing up

Life is fucked up

Withdrawls got me choosing

These drugs that im abusing

Now

Ive Been grinding on my own

And I never felt at home

Even before I was grown

Now Im grown

Throwing up

Life is fucked up

Life is fucked up

Everything just happened too fast

Time flew by and it aint coming back

I spent my time wise I was saving some for freedom

I didnt write the world

I didnt think id need em

But with time in mind

I had some to think

And now that Im out

I had some to drink

Time fucked me over

But time kept me sober

My time keeps running now Im wishing it was over

Bout the time we got together

Thought you were what i needed

Always there for me

And now I feel defeated

Cuz time after time I gave you second chances

But now im at the point where I regret it in advance

And

Drugs youre my disease

Bring me so much pain

But im addicted to your ways

And I just cant walk away

Dont know if I should stay

Cuz I got angels and demons pulling me every which way

Ive Been grinding on my own

And I never felt at home

Even before I was grown

Now Im grown

Throwing up

Life is fucked up

Withdrawls got me choosing

These drugs that im abusing

Now

Ive Been grinding on my own

(I've been grinding on my own)

And I never felt at home

(And they never call my phone)

Even before I was grown

(Unless they need that, bring that pole)

Now Im grown

Throwing up

Life is fucked up

Withdrawls got me choosing

These drugs that im abusing

Over everything