CAN'T EVEN LOVE MYSELF Lyrics

I'm too scared to fall inlove again

If I even had a heart you would tell me that it's dead

And it doesn't even matter

You'll never get me flowers

But the truth is I don't need your help

But it'd be nice if I could love myself

I've been searching for a lifetime

For a love that didn't exist

And I got so lost inside of you

Lost myself inside of your kiss

And here I am wondering who I am without you

Cant help but regret How I doubted myself

I let you put me through hell

All because I can't even love myself

Pacing back and fourth

Over my mistakes

God what will it take

For me to feel okay

Partys at my door now

I don't want to feel numb again

But I'm scared that I'll lose myself in the end

I've been searching for a lifetime

For a love that didn't exist

And I got so lost inside of you

Lost myself inside of your kiss

And here I am wondering who I am without you

Can't help but regret How I doubted myself

I let you put me through hell

All because I can't even love myself

I'll never get it right

I'll never feel alright

Bleeding my emotions

You tell me that I'm fine