Drugs and Love (all gone) Lyrics

I 4give me

Early 18 felt like Niggas couldn't fuck with me

That was after my fiancé wouldn't fuck with me

She ducked off with a nigga from broward and started ducking me

How to sing my life lovely when shit ugly

What I'm pose to put on a straight face

Fought for love gave her a ring and my pockets can't make weight

Laid it all on the table she told my mom I ain't stable

She told my mom she ain't staying

She told my mom she ain't playing

Fuck it still tryna make it use to call me papi

Who would've thought that one day you moved on And start a family

When shit got bad I pushed away the stuff I wanted badly

I seen your gram you made someone happy congrats

I use to get litty for it

I felt like I needed you girl I went and got a hemi for it

I been playing grown man games since a little boy

That shit use to drive me crazy now it's just gone fuel me forward

You felt like I cheated you forgive me for it

How I'm pose to make happy music when I ain't happy

How to tell you I ain't myself when you looking at me

How am I to love when the one I love looking past me the music is looking stagnant

Mind starting to trap me

Rheem helped me figure it out

Me and kuice not really vibing music still in the drought

Stil tryna rap but I can't sleep I'm still sleep on the couch

I had to focus on my mental I wasn't thinking bout clout

Yeah after the party where the after party

Too drunk to get home it's like I have to party

Never killed nobody and I'm feenin tryna catch a body

Me and shawty off the cardi uh huh

And when it came to music I made it happen

When they call me Mr. lovely Nigga I made it happen

I never asked for a backend

I got a knife in my back and I gotta fight for the backend

I'm only asking for what you owe if I'm asking

That's why Niggas went missing Niggas dissing

Covid restrictions got me keeping my distance

You could've called my phone if you thought I was dissing nigga

But you got in the gram and started dissing Nigga

I still called your phone I must be realer than you

I did stuff for you that I never took to the booth

Been telling it but they never took to the truth never took to the truth

I get off that you know I ain't cappin that's in God Nigga all facts

Look it's 2020 I moved back on the 4

If I can't put my niggas in the map then where would they go

Tryna retrace all my steps and figure where I went wrong still feel alone

Still somehow I'm placed with the burden of getting shot

Still tryna get adapted to going back on that block

Still traumatized that's why I'm riding round with a Glock

Andy coming weather you ready or not

Let's go

Uh after the shots then Daryl said write for cardi b

I got talent like lil Wayne why won't they pardon me

Music been in me for so long it's a art in me

Fuck it that hole in my body became a part of me

That's why Niggas went missing Niggas tripping

Let you get shot and see if you don't get distant

Way higher level to go he realize who with him

Niggas who had looked up to God they realize who sent him

I been had a story I told them but they don't get him

Yeah I know I'm the one

I'm the one to kill the whole game then show off the gun

Fuck them niggas who been throwing shade I know where it's from

I don't take it personal nowadays I know why it come

I did so much shit that I'm praying father forgive me from

I just want respect from these bitches they ain't wanna give me none

Before I got shot man I pray for a sign like send me one