The Smell of Flowers Remind Me of Funerals Lyrics

Yesterday

I fell asleep

By the old oak tree

Where you said your last words to me

It's kind of funny how

Not much has changed

It's almost as if your life never meant anything

And I know

I had no control

But every flower I see reminds me of funerals

And I hope

God has your soul

But I know you're in the ground

Helping the world around me grow

Yesterday

I walked past your grave

I saw your mom sitting there praying

She could take away your pain

I'm better now

That's what she cried

Good for her I'll hate myself until the day that I die

And I know

I had no control

But every flower I see reminds me of funerals

And I pray

God has your soul

But if he listens to me, it doesn't really show

Let's just talk

About

Anything and everything

About The things I never told anyone

I'll tell you about

The job and apartment I shouldn't have

About how the only thoughts I have now are

I'm not happy

I'm not fucking okay

Growing up was never my choice

And dealing with that is harder than I expected

So I guess I'll just end this

With an abrupt goodbye

And thank you for everything

I'll see you around in another life

Maybe then we can

We can just have a

Can just sit down and