Wondering Lyrics

When I'm MIA everybody wants me around

Then when I do my 360 it becomes a ghost town

I know I'm not alone but my reality's lonely

Used to talk about my problems, now I talk to mirrors only

World keeps getting colder and it's making me realize it

I try to get some heat but I'm no player; Gordon Dragic

Life ain't that bad but its definitely tragic

I'd say I wanna rewind but my life was always drastic

Why do we do the things we do

How can we learn from the pain?

Why do we do the things we Do

How come a heart still has to break

I was gone for a while, got bored and came back

But I'm still trying to figure out if I regret it

Some days it's a lot, other days just a little bit

I try to give advice but I guess I'm a hypocrite

Don't talk to your ex, let them feelings fade

Then I'll go and see mine, It's a fucking crusade

I know it's hard to do it, but stop looking to the past

one day you'll wake up, and see it was over- dragged…

Not talking rue Paul races, I'm just speaking the facts

No need to be committed, we ain't doing contracts

I'm opened minded though, ready for a suggestion

There's some things I wonder why But I stopped asking the questions

Learned to cheat on life's test just to get all the answers

But I don't condone that, don't you ever call me a cancer

I grew up so much, Now I'm not immature

I even igged my ex bitch when she turned unpure

Best Friends for 10 years, so much for being secure

Don't trust no one, but I'm really always unsure

Thought I had a ride or die but that bitch is dead

Fuck it, I got a lot to say but I'll stay quiet instead

Why do we do the things we do

How come we live for the pain

Why do we do the things we do

And how come it always end with heartbreak