I Don't Sing My Songs Lyrics

I stay inside, I call my dad, I wait to feel

I work my jobs, I don't sing my songs, I pay my bills

I have a salsa jar of cash and I take a long bath to get my legs back

And I take the money and I do my laundry

I don't sing my songs

Then she comes home from work

I watch her red brown hair come down

Some days she's the only good thing

And now all I ever think about is money

So I won't lean into all that I'm avoiding

I used to be so grateful I used to be so kind

With my nose down in a bible each morning and night

I guess I thought if I felt good

It would all work out like it should

But now there's nothing I don't doubt

And I don't sing my songs

I miss everything about anything I had before now

The brick, and the river, and the Florida clouds at sundown

I didn't know I was happy

And all I ever wanted is to sing

But if I do what I want will you even hear me?

But I know that good feelings

Are so possible within me