In conclusion Lyrics

The first person you ever hurt so much

You wonder if you should have been allowed outside

I'll repent to anyone willing to hear

I will find no punishment fair

I finally mastered compartmentalization

I buried a box somewhere so deep

Filled with guilt that would probably kill me

I'm not angry now but I probably will be

And if I remember

I think it was December

The snow had quieted the city's high

I still hear bells that weren't there

Still hear your voice in my ear

It all feels somehow out of time

I'm chasing a conclusion

Made of fractals

And microscopic images

In and out of focus

Somewhere in here lies the fault line

I find you in there sometimes

I am sore and I am tired

Intimacy is sharp and bare

I could never love anyone like I loved you

Even though I see the things you did now

It's all revisionist history

Left in the hands of friends and you and me

And nobody agrees

And if I remember

We avoided shitty weather

But our friends were going out nearby

I still hear the nothingness

And warmth when we returned to bed

I had hoped for better for you and I

I had hoped for better for you and I