Choices ft. Shaiq Lyrics

Its not like I got many choices

Its not like I got many choices

My mind's clouded, I search for a spot of clarity

I'm dying down but don't worry it's not a rarity

Oh no this shit it just gives me familiarity

To me tranquility's nothing short of a heresy

Embarrassing images in my dreams feel lucid

I dare to understate that Shaiq's indeed been stupid

I hurt the ones I love the most, a lean mean cupid

In tune with agitation, your serene scene's a nuisance

I done seen me be abusive

I done seen me do some damage

I can see why you concluded I won't be to your advantage

I done learn a thing or two within this mess that I been standing

I'd show it all to you but I ain't seen no second chances cuz,

Its not like I got many choices

Yeah I waited too long for second chances

Its not like I got many choices

I waited too long I guess I'm stranded

Its not like I got many choices

I waited too long for all the answers

Its not like I got many choices

I got em all now that nobody's demanding so it's

Its not like I got many choices

I say these words and something buried deep inside rejoices

I guess I don't believe I could be anything but poison

I guess I'm so relieved cause I don't think that I could voice it

The lessons that I learned, the confessions that I hold

I guess that's how people grow or so that's what I been told

I ain't never seen another hand ever since that I fold

And now I can't decide if I like it when I'm being told

Shaiq, listen

Its not like I got many choices

Its not like I got many choices