Forever Descending Lyrics

A wicked flow

An undertow whirls below

Pulling my mind and consciousness beneath

The mindless puppet

This face hides nothing anymore

I am becoming a slave to a deranged insane

Is it me, do I cause this blackness

Have I ruined myself, am I destroying other people lives

Is this my slow descent, into being crazy

Or is this what others are experiencing

I don't know if I can see at all

I can't help to feel that I will fall

I don't know what's real anymore

Reality is collapsing on me

All I can do is to dream my last dreams

Everything will turn to dust

My thoughts will decay and the chains will rust

I'll grow old, sit blank and die

The end of my mind, the end of my time

Have I ruined my brain

I wonder why am I alive

I'm confused by everything

Splinters will litter my mind

As thoughts tickle my ears

I'm starting to think I need help

But asking's to much of a task

Everything will turn to dust

My thoughts will decay and the chains will rust

I'll grow old, sit blank and die

The end of my mind, the end of my time

Why can't I see straight

Why can't I see when I'm alive

Why can't I fucking believe that

Everything around me is real

I hate this existence

I question why everyday

Maybe it's all a joke

Maybe it's a beautiful nightmare

Maybe it's all a fucking illusion

What if this world around me

Is in my head

Everything will turn to dust

My thoughts will decay and the chains will rust

I'll grow old, sit blank and die

The end of my mind, the end of my time