october. Lyrics

Lost and confused

And I don't know what to do

How could you?

I hope your amused

All the lies turned out true

Déjà-vue

Been all around tryna find somebody new

But you don't even have a fucking clue

Nobody close to you

You so perfect and I hate the fact that I'm still in love with you

I can't even talk about it to my friends anymore

Cause every time I bring up conversations they remind me of how it was before

Before the pain

Before the fame

Before everything changed

Damn

Before I told you I was ready to give you my last name

In the lonely nights

Nobody by his side

Thoughts of suicide

She told him it'll be alright

Where were you? Shit

Nah for real

Where were you?

Said it gets better but I don't see it get better

Do you?

I don't even gotta cap in my rap everything that's I'm saying, I'm feelings is true

I don't even gotta flex the new watch cause the real flex is finding happiness in you

Like fuck

It's like the biggest goal in life

Maybe after the after life

Cause everybody wanna go to paradise

But I don't wanna go to paradise

I wanna leave and disappear

And you better not think of me

Cause you never cared when I was here

But now that I'm gone that's history

Like fuck

In the lonely nights

Nobody by his side

Thoughts of suicide

She told him it'll be alright