A Salinas Soliloquy Lyrics

Rackin my brain

How you feelin

This music my mirror

My self reflection

See where I'm from

We taught suppress em

Big boys don't cry

All that shit that's for the women

Backwards thinking

Stagnant people

Generations deep

The shit get deep though

I see my daughter

Grow into self

Guess I do the same at the same time

Just always worried about everybody else

And that's my problem

It be my loyalty

Got everybody

Who really got me

Simple question

Simple man

I repent I repent

I repent

Dirty deeds

Things I did

There ain't a soul

I could ever fully trust in

From the bottom

Of my heart

Are we gon grow together, baby

Or we grow apart

Simple question

Now which one is it?

Cause this thang gon move

Whether or not you with it

I learned that business

Don't mix with family

Greed got my cuzzo

Trynna scam my aunties

It's a cold game

Cold blooded

Shit change

No longer brothers

On my momma

I been solid

I hope my loved ones feel at ease

When I say I got em

I had to shake em

Get from near em

I got the game from BLISM

I don't even hear em

I'm overwhelmed

Buried to my upper lip

My nose still exposed though

I ain't drowning yet

Now I could panic kill myself

Yea lose my shit

Or I could just chill

Enjoy the lil I got left

Yea what I got now

Forget back then

In the moment baby

Is where we need to live

Life's a trip

No more wasting time

Cause we could be dead

By the end of this line..

Damn