Part of Me is Gone Lyrics

I'm struggling to know just how I feel

I can't take it, I want it all to end

I am not worthy of life

That's what I tell myself, that's what I feel

When half of me is finding peace

The other half is gone

Searching for eternity

In an endless wave of thoughts

Trying to find that light again

But everything is dark

What I found from my search within is a part of me is gone

I have lost the will to move on

But forward I push, past the walls that keep me in

But I am not free

I'm a prisoner, in a cell with no key

I start to feel anxiety

Each time I step outside

I find the world in front me

Is worse than what's online

Virtual reality, distracting me from life

But when I look inside of me

A part of me has died

You win, you have control

I'm too tired to fight the sickness taking hold

I'm going numb, I can't feel

The way I did before

I want to believe in me, but I always doubt myself

The things that I want to achieve are affected by my mental health

I wear a smile like a mask, but I can't wear it for long

I tried to fill this void inside, but a part of me

A part of me is gone

A part of me is gone

A part of me is gone