Old Videos Lyrics

I can't look at old videos

Reminds me of a time when I wasn't alone

Bottled up inside keep my hardships unknown

I struggle to confide so I write on my own

I can't look at old videos

Reminds me of all the dues I'm owed

The imbalance from all of the love I showed

Showed me young that it's a lonely road

I've never been one to all grab the attention

But when I make these song I ascend to different dimensions

I'll be 95 still grabbing my pension

And by then I've bout lived in ten different recessions

Got a certain amount of fuel let's see how far I go

I left my cocoon I'm not tryna' stay low

Caterpillar to butterfly that's just how we grow

Moving up the mountains we ain't tryna' plateau

I came a damn long way

Had to rise like a soufflé

Lotta times I felt betrayed

Lotta pros and cons I weighed

My perspective ain't the same ohh

Even if it's a little cliché though

That's another one of them downsides

They only truly happy when they wishes are obliged

They live with clouds so they need a bright side

It's a shame you gotta be the one that draws the white line

I can't look at old videos

Reminds me of a time when I wasn't alone

Bottled up inside keep my hardships unknown

I struggle to confide so I write on my own

I can't look at old videos

Reminds me of all the dues I'm owed

The imbalance from all of the love I showed

Showed me young that it's a lonely road

I don't even check my phone no more

It's a reminder of all of the wars I fought

Old messages delete 'em or ignore

And don't even get me started on old videos

I can't look at old videos

Reminds me of a time when I wasn't alone

Bottled up inside keep my hardships unknown

I struggle to confide so I write on my own

I can't look at old videos

Reminds me of all the dues I'm owed

The imbalance from all of the love I showed

Showed me young that it's a lonely road