But son.. Lyrics

Lonely, lonely, high school broke me

Carry 'round a backpack full of pain instead of books

Been ten years, still affects the way I look

Been dead years, hiding in my little nook

Graduated, went to college, felt the same shit

Couple of years passed, made me say 'fuck this'

If it weren't for my parents I'd be in the ground

Family's everything, never lose 'em in the crowd

Back then I sought solace in a drink

Tryna pull a girl, ended up with a shrink

When you saw me walk in the street in the rain

You'd think I was a ghost, but I was just pale

Switched hemispheres, got that vitamin D

Thought it would of helped, but I still felt bleak

2020 was the year that I was full of darkness

2020 was the year that I couldn't cope with

A struggle to adjust, a struggle was a must

A struggle to adapt to a region full of dust

A bottle full of 'skey, be living in the night

A knuckle to the head, thinking I'm a die

But then I realized, things are not that bad

Got a new sweet girl looking fine as hell

Got a family that loves me, sun is shining on me

All I got to do is love myself and be the real me

I'm doing good now, making waves and vibing

Hope I make it big, I'm a conquer like a Viking

Axe ready, heart rate steady

Took a full swing, blood spraying like confetti

I know I got some problems and I'm trying to sort 'em out

I know I got some demons and I'm trying to make 'em doubt

I know I got some habits and I'm trying find an out

At least I'm on a path of healing I'm a make you proud