Expensive Pain ft. tae.flicky & Nassmoove Lyrics

Expensive pain sums shit you can't leave alone

N you can't be down n trip that they don't answer the phone

To beat the system gotta be one of the clones

I know some niggas who was trappin out the place they call home (But look)

Growing up to fast kept doing wrong like it's right

But it's like only you know bout the battles you fight n that's Life

He think no answers to his problems so he high as ah Kite

Once chance at life n I'm gone fight till this shit turn out right

Everything not worth it keep it its holdin you over

They gone try to break you breathe and just hold yo composure

You in the game stand tall and remain as ah soldier

But if you take ah couple losses can't let it control you

Ik it's bad momma I'm sorry it speak to my soul

Made ah few bonds let em grow cuz they'll never get old

You ain't around n it's on them never bend never fold

If he live by it keep him round cuz he stand on the code

I could never be to optimistic

Who woulda thought we come from days we ain't even have a pot to piss in

Clock was tickin

Block was wicked

Shots was hittin

You ever came home and everything was missin

Didn't know no better we weren't prayin we was wishin

Momma tryna act tuff so she sniffin

The bath water onna stove hissin

And the microwave warm spinnin no 360s

We turned our life around that's 180 if ion thank god for that I'm crazy and ian crazy

I can't harp about my past

All the things I didn't have

I just use it as motivation to get to first while I'm in last

Ion speak down on my dad cuz I'm blessed to still have one

My momma was a real man cuz she raised me without one

Rest in peace to those we lost I hope you there when you awake

Pray to god can't tell you to forgive me cuz I make stupid mistakes

Never point fingers the devils the only one to blame

In this system we know our hearts can stop but we ain't know they easily break

That suffering put a toll on me I'm in debt to this day

By myself I know that's something I can't pay that's expensive pain

Trails and tribulations we go through them shits like everyday

Hard to get respect when it's niggas around who love to hate

But I can't force my hand

I let god go through the give n take

And I hope maybe someday it's god payin my expensive pain

Think cuz I'm up north it's safe (Fahh) gunshot over there

It's crazy how one moment can start a generational curse of tears

Sometimes we can't do nun about it but don't doubt it

It can shine everywhere even moments when it's tragic

I swear I love my og pops was there to so I can't give him heat

Was feelin lonely bro nem told me get up and back on yo feet

Love them real talks wit the guys cuz they keep it G

Ain't nun like a lil hope on yo side cuz we all tryna eat