HOW I FANCY Lyrics

When we started this shit, ten deep in the stu

We was sparking the spliff

Never knew bout what would come

Writings lines like wine, more relevant over time

The way that shit fell in place

I thought it was by design

Cuz the girl I met, living five minutes

From the place where me and my Mob was making bets

Making hits, started working at FedEx

Night shift, getting crossed then I leave, four am

Since then, my girl done left

Moved on to a producer, ain't that some shit

Lying if I said that ain't fuck me in my head

Lying if i said that I ain't wanna see me dead

Since then, I done went through two whole whips

Got a new crib and I still miss my bitch

Makes me wonder if I'm stuck like my momma

Stuck on my trauma, or am I pre-madonna

Always paranoid like I keep a lama

I've been dreaming of commas

But I'm deeper in my problems

I been reaching for a hand but my mans off the vodka

Tweaking off a gram like a xan but it's zaza

And my point is, in the timespan of this project

I done been poisoned

Shit I been a boy friend

Shit I been a bad friend

Been a disappointment

Missing my appointments

I cant stop the voices

City keep on downgrading

Piggies keep on oinking

Everything feel pointless

Verses getting harder, cuz words don't feel worth saying

I am not an earthling

Otherwise they'd like me

Otherwise all these people would wanna type me

Check up on me

Tell me that they love me and they here for me

Y'all don't hear from me

Y'all act weird to me

Never been more near death

Been a year homie

I am not content man I am just complacent

Compulsive, control freak always fucking pacing

Impulsive

Gotta get some jewelry for the weight on my shoulders

Smash another truly cuz I can't it take it sober

I'm trapped behind these bars

Look at me filled with scars

Felt pointless don't know how much longer i can hold this

What's good loving for

I'm just a prisoner of war

I'm just a prisoner of war

One, two

One, two, three

How do you live with yourself

How I fancy all the things that harm me

How do you live with yourself

How I fancy all the things that haunt me

How do you live with yourself

How I fancy all the things that harm me

How do you live with yourself

How I fancy all the things that haunt me