NOT_ALIVE//NOT_DEAD Lyrics

Pick up the phone there's a lot you need to hear

Sat all alone wishing someone would hold you near

I don't know what you think of me but

I know how alone it seems so

Here's a piece of mind that you'd better hold dear

I always try to remember who I am

Near always cry

So remind me why again

Always wondered why nothing ever feels the same in my head

Not alive, not dead

Something's ticking and I'm thinking like another instead

Never want to laugh again

Why can't I just be me?

Never want to see me

Mirror, cause agony

Myself not who I should be

I know I've been gone for a minute

Yeah I'm not under control

There's something that's infecting my system

Need Malwarebytes or I'm gone

Try to help me out again

I thank you but you're out of luck

Try to help me out again

You're lying

You don't give a fuck

I always try to remember who I am

Near always cry

So remind me why again

Always wondered why nothing ever feels the same in my head

Not alive, not dead

Something's ticking and I'm thinking like another instead

Never want to laugh again

Why can't I just be me?

Never want to see me

Mirror, cause agony

Myself not who I should be

I always try to remember who I am

Near always cry

So remind me why again

Cause a minor distraction will help for a while

But everything IRL is purely vile

I spend too much time on the internet to care about my own things