Closed Eyes Lyrics

Had to clear out the dirt so the dust could settle

The damage that won't be covered by the incidentals

The strangers are growing stranger

And my pockets settle way too many problems that I have

And I get sentimental

About the youth that I withheld, that I'm withholding

I wear this hat alone, it's just me and Holden

I must be broken

What I speak it comes to life

I must have misspoken

Have I been gone from home too long?

Spent my last coupon?

Set my last suit on?

Conversations had over udon

Reminds me that she's got more soul than Busan

But I been feeling drained

Couple days pass, I don't feel okay

Am I still okay?

I've been sick down to my stomach then it goes away

When I write, when I clear my head

I fear the unimportant, I'm not fearing the dead

Feeling upset, and underfed

Some things are better off un-un-un

Unseen and less traveled

I'm baffled

By how my nights seem to unravel

I do not know any of you

And I don't know anyone here at all

I must have been wrong

You've told me I do not belong

I get it, I've heard it, move on

Remove me from all the group texts that I'm on

So be it, so long

I been in this for the long term thrill of the ride

I been witness to the greatness that I'm putting aside

I've been changing by the minute and I push to provide

I've been waiting my turn in line but they push me aside

Long as I can keep my confidence up

Long as I can break out of the shell I'm in

Confidential things that I'm working on

And doors left unopened that I'm breaking in

Pretty soon I gotta take a breather

Get a text that says "come to my table I got somebody you'll want to meet"

But I don't want to meet her

She'll be yanking on my chain like I'm Derek Jeter

I need a solo vacation

Ditch a phone, decide to hike across Appalachia

Write a letter just to tell her that I'm no longer anxious

I've just been sitting, waiting, sitting, waiting

And my time is rapidly nearing

Delusions of grandeur

I'm losing my hearing

The vision grows stronger

The thought of them cheering

The boy that you called unappealing

Ripping throats and doing shows and I shatter the ceiling

Who am I to question myself?

Put it all on blast, impressing myself

People from my past, they feel what I felt

When they hearing this, but I don't know their whereabouts

I live a life that most would envy

I'm growing out of your league

What if I'm not ready?

I heard you gotta kill what you eat

But still they begging me to end this shit

Like what do you mean?

I been getting just so much better

Are you jealous of me?

Closed eyes

And blind faith

And Soda, and Bombay

And no sign of stopping

Reverse down the highway

Co-sign from Sosa

I grow wiser, by day

I'm profiled and profound

And stay grounded my way

Closed eyes

And blind faith

And Soda, and Bombay

And no sign of stopping

Reverse down the highway

Co-sign from Sosa

I grow wiser, by day

I'm profiled and profound

And stay grounded my way

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