Wilderness ft. Confluentia & Grace Meluso Lyrics

I lost what I found in the wilderness

I don't believe it at all

The frost on my windshield's building up

Yeah, I can't see at all

I thought that I shook out the bitterness

It didn't seem like I'd fall

But then you came around, beating down the damn door

Oh, I thought I'd seen it all

I thought I'd hear it, maybe I'd see it

Could I have felt it, but you know it's gone for me

Well now my ear's split, and I can't see shit

From tryna bring it back, tell me to stop fighting back

Don't walk off the map or you'll fall

Watch out, get a grip, you'll lose it all

You really shouldn't look away when you call

Good God, you lit the fuse, now there's no turning back

Oh, now there's no turning back

Looks like you fell off the tracks

There's really no turning back

I haven't slept in days

Spend my time coping in the wrong ways

The things I've left behind

Aren't more than voices in the back of my mind

And what it takes to give, I'd give it all to see

To see myself as someone else than me

I'm still running away, you didn't give me a choice

I'll let go of the pain that's in my voice

I know you, it's not you

But I just don't believe you

I see through, I still need you

I can't let go when I need to

I know you, it's not you

But I just can't believe you

I see through, I still need you

And I just don't believe it at all

It's been three months since I last saw you

I found my heart wrapped up in yours

I haven't slept in days, too busy wandering in your haze

I came needing you, but all you gave was closed doors

I tried to reach for you, you really fell off the tracks

I tried to reach for you, no answer

There's really no turning back, you really fell off the tracks

There's really no turning back, there's really no turning back

I lost what I found in the wilderness

I don't believe it at all

The frost on my windshield's building up

Yeah, I can't see at all

I thought that I shook out the bitterness

It didn't seem like I'd fall

But then you came around, beating down the damn door

Oh, I thought I'd seen it all