It's Time to Think This Through Lyrics

I'm so gone

From keeping my head down

It's like a pool of

Soluble regret

I'm feeling so cold

with everyone outside

It seems I don't know

Exactly what is right

And so I'm falling

Out of love again

And I don't know who

Who's heart I will retain

This is over

Holding the back door open

Is so full

Of telling myself no

I'm going solo

Tell me I'm to blame

For all the discord

I've left in your way

This time I'm going

To figure this shit out

It feels so freeing

To be out of your grasp

So I say hello

To you again my friends

It feels so soulful

You were the one to say

It feels reaching

Bringing you back down

To realize slowly

I only can recall

All the memories

Of pain and guilt and shame

and feel the symptoms

Of all we'd left to gain

Am I asking

For too much out of love

Want me completely

I am not only good

I feel lonely

With you right by my side

Please call me pretty

Or anything that's nice

Im begging pleading

I cannot take much more

Of silent teasing

And looking at the floor