recollection (Alternate Version) Lyrics

Too many day's are feeling numbered I'm pressured it's all my fault

Days i've needed slumber and lessons from all my thoughts

And it hurts when i imagine these battles that I done fought

These battles that i done fought

I'm recollecting and stressing about every message

And it hurts for me to tell you i'm switching up for the blessing

And i don't give a fuck keep it on me cause i'm a menace

But shit i keep it on me they want me because they're jealous but i

To think about it i'm trying hard just to lose in the end

No one around me i'm chilling i'm cool with losing my friends

And he run his mouth we gone spin it we double back shoot again

Huh we double back shoot again

I'm really about it come try me i'm sending bullets they hiding from all the shooting

They siding they pick and choosing

foreal

I feel a way cause i was there when no one cared for you still

But now you're gone i hope you're good you know im taking these pills

I said i'm going back in and i need a chance

She trying to fight i just wanted to see her dance huh

I'm out in public i'll throw you inside a trance bitch

You're talking shit like you know me but you're a fan

And i've been moving alone but i keep it tuck

You're switching up but i've never given a fuck

These bitches trippin don't talk to me so what's up and it's on me tell your homies

I'll throw em inside a blunt

On god

But now i'm tripping you're thinking shit that i'm good

Thinking i ain't shit but i'm always misunderstood

I made a promise to make it through out the hood

He tried to play me took anything i could

Been finding peace in the heart

I gave you everything i could and you just tear me apart

I know it's hard i seen the worst when i was left in the dark

I'm finna make it know i will and this is barely the start and i swear god