Wide Awake Lyrics

There's demons around me I can't fight em all away

And sleep hasn't found me I'm wide awake

What's the point tryna love?

Feel like I fucked up enough you don't need me I can't see me

I feel guilty because all the love you try to give me

Just won't ever mean much

I'm all outta touch

No tears fall from my eyes anymore

What the fuck is fear? I'm not alive anymore

I'm all outta touch

Man in the mirror please won't you go let go of me?

I can't beat you I can't see you

I don't need to be alone tonight

I don't need you I can't free you

Smile says leave me alone I'm fine

When the truth is I'm dying wings clipped down I go

So reclusive bitch I'm tryin though it seems hands round my throat

And these fuckin' fake friends ain't knowing me

I don't want you anywhere close to me

I'm one step away from exploding please

Don't get fuckin' close to me

I'm under attack and I heal in silence

Just go on get back been known to get violent

And I don't want that no I don't want that

I can't hold back naw I can't hold back

Are you afraid of me?

Does The darkness that's inside keep you away from me?

Drowning out the light you once gave to me?

Scratch me on my heart and pray you make it bleed

Danger lies ahead awakening the beast inside

Kiss your cheek and lie say I love you set you free

Swear so long I've tried I can't even cry

Wide awake all night reading letters that you wrote

All the words I should've spoke hard look in the mirror

Just an empty appearance I can't see much clearer

Scars make it realer fucked up cuz I feel you

Now I wanna be near you drugs entered my system

I ain't wanna remember I don't wanna remember

My Heart begs to differ not fair that they get ya

I can still hear ya

There's demons around me I can't fight em all away

And sleep hasn't found me I'm wide awake

What's the point tryna love?

Feel like I fucked up enough you don't need me I can't see me

I feel guilty because all the love you try to give me

Just won't ever mean much

I'm all outta touch

No tears fall from my eyes anymore

What the fuck is fear? I'm not alive anymore

I'm all outta touch

Man in the mirror please won't you go let go of me?