ANX Lyrics

This anxiety keeps eyeing me

Like baby quit trying me

I'm fast asleep

Or at least I'm trying to be

While my mental state in quarantine

Please keep that ugly bitch away from me

Got me blue like some methylamine

And the amount of stress in these bones

Really help keep me on my fucken toes

But it's the same stress that won't

Let off on my fucken throat

These chains draggin' me off the boat

Water overfilled in my lungs

But I ain't choking nun'

I let myself down

I let myself drown

Waitin' on that air to run out

Waitin' for my death, yet to be announced

I'll probably end up jinxing it like everythin' else

And let's see you probably want the best for me

But I don't want the best for me

See, what I want involves blasphemy

And I don't think you'd stay intact for me

You'd break into pieces if I ask you to attack for me

And I couldn't see it clearer while I'm starin' at the mirror

I'm at war with myself

Myself being someone else entirely

And honestly

I'm kinda getting sick and tired of fighting me

He closes my eyes when I'm tryna see

And I couldn't see it clearer while I'm starin' at the mirror

I'm at war with myself

Myself being someone else entirely

And honestly

I'm kinda getting sick and tired of fightin' me

He closes my eyes when I'm tryna see

Walking late night right, moon by side

I fantasize about traveling space and time

Hoping that a vicious soul happens to stroll by

With violent intent and evil on their mind

Their nine aimed cocked straight, right at my light

Pockets always empty, so ill offer up my life

If I die by another hand it's better than if it was mine, right

Or at least I tell myself

How many lies till we get to the truth

I've been getting high ain't nothin' nothin' new

Confessing to a mic in my make-shift booth

I be cutting ties, give a fuck about a crew

How many lies till we get to the truth

I've been getting high ain't nothin' nothin' new

Confessing to a mic in my make-shift booth

I be cutting ties, give a fuck about a crew

And I couldn't see it clearer while I'm starin' at the mirror

I'm at war with myself

Myself being someone else entirely, and honestly

I'm kinda getting sick and tired of fightin' me

He opens my eyes when I'm tryna sleep