better than that Lyrics

(Better than that, better than that)

I start awake

And I'll tell you I'm fine

I haven't really slept in days

But that happens all the time

There's days where I feel fake

There's times where my thoughts aren't mine

But I'll do whatever it takes

To keep my heart in line

I'm trying to be perfect

I know that sometimes that I'm not correct

I beat my heart until it bruises

My universe is wrecked

These broken mirrors show that I want to be good enough

My eyes always see the worst of myself

Can I make it through life when it's tough?

I put on a mask of deception

I stare at myself in the mirror

And to myself I'm thinking

I'm better than that

Better than that

I wish that I could change this

I wish that I was different

And to myself I'm thinking

I'm better than that

Better than that

I made mistakes before

That I cannot redo

I've hated change before

But I need something new

I set out to be perfect

But I fell to the ground

Nothing was worth it

I feel like I drowned

I'm trying to be perfect

I know that sometimes that I'm not correct

I beat my heart until it bruises

My universe is wrecked

These broken mirrors show that I want to be good enough

My eyes always see the worst of myself

Can I make it through life when it's tough?

I put on a mask of deception

I stare at myself in the mirror

And to myself I'm thinking

I'm better than that

Better than that

I wish that I could change this

I wish that I was different

And to myself I'm thinking

I'm better than that

Better than that