Illusions Lyrics

Where could I be?

Where did I go?

When I look up somehow it be the floor

Open the door but it stays closed

Turned off the lights but it still has a glow

I'm confused when I think

Awake when I sleep

Can sleep for two days but be up for a week

I'm living as one but losing my peace

So I'm getting high just to stop all the things that I feel

Trying to be real

Niggas act fishy I don't see they gills

They say that I'm fake 'cuz I walked away

'Cuz I couldn't take everything that they build

Somehow it's my fault

They on when I'm off

I open my mouth but somehow I can't talk

Delusional thoughts keep me at bay

When I say words they don't hear what I say

All I say is that

Life playing games

Games with my mind

Feeling depressed but I tell them I'm fine

Pain in my chest but they stabbing my spine

Racing the clocks for I run out of time

Feeling trapped in illusions I lose

Feeling trapped in illusions I lose

Feeling trapped in illusions I lose

Feeling trapped in illusions I lose

I been standing here looking at the picture but the picture ain' painted

I been looking at the frame of the picture 'cuz it ain' got a canvas

My elephants that's in the room to me looking like a mammoth

So if I gotta zoom zoom to the moon I'm a planet

I've been stranded

I've been damaged

But I've managed a lot

Replenished

Organic

I planted the crops

Now the pen is

Pretending to play as the mop

And the sentence is cleaning the feelings I got

Trying to clear out this maze

The ways been blocked

Been trapped in this maze stuck for days

If you taking away all the pain I got

Then how long you think it's gone take

As I talk to the man in the mirror

I'm hoping the vision gets clearer for me

'Cuz this pace been moving slower than syrup

Growing like molasses stuck on a tree

Yes indeed boy my

Life playing games

Games with my mind

Feeling depressed but I tell them I'm fine

Pain in my chest but they stabbing my spine

Racing the clocks for I run out of time

Feeling trapped in illusions I lose

Feeling trapped in illusions I lose

Feeling trapped in illusions I lose

Feeling trapped in illusions I lose