AS A CHILD AGAIN Lyrics

I wish I could live one day as a child again

Those days which I lived with peace of mind

Living day to day unaware of spiteful stabs

When I was clueless of perfidy and disloyalty

Unaware of betraying serpents

Backstabbing while showing a smile

Money was just papers to me

For the money they kill or steal

I wish I could sleep on my old bed

Once I put my head on it I fall sleep

I don't overthink I feel peace but now

Sleeps is running away from me

I can't understand what's going on

Moving body with dead heart and brain

I don't wanna be someone else

I don't wanna be in love again

Now I'm gonna be on my own

I know I'm lost but I will find the way

I was just trapped by the love

But I will flay in the sky again

My heart was soft clean without scars

It turned too dark strange and so tough

I looked into the mirror I saw a deformed face

Hidden behind a mask

The closest people are the worst to you

My face is sulky and wrinkled too

My heart has hardened like a stone

It stopped to feel as it used to do

The older I get the more masks I see

And everyone is putting the blame on me

I remember that when I was younger

Everyone was in love with me