Fetish Lyrics

I embody ugliness

I wear it like a cloak

If you fuck me over

Than I'm coming for the throat

It's happened way too many times

I'm starting to lose count

But this pain is unbearable

With or without amounts

You cannot measure trauma

Each case is too unique

But the common thread

Is every single one is bleak

We've all got our stories

Please let me tell you mine

I hope that by me saying this

I can leave it behind

I am not a toy

In your sick adult games

You just want my body

You never ask my name

I don't wanna fuck

I want something more

All the men laugh

Then say "shut the fuck up, whore"

I am not a fetish

Not mystery nor rare

Let's have a conversation

With your fist not in my hair

You are so disgusting

You're a mirror to my soul

I'm just another bump to you

When you are on a roll

The only men up in my phone

Are only wanting sex

I've given in now once or twice

To get over my ex

Instead it left me missing him

And covered in my shame

I know when it comes down to it

That i'm the one to blame

I've catered to their wishes

Some made me feel sick

Now I get uncomfortable

When I'm around a dick

Sending texts just saying "no"

Sadly it won't work

So that leaves me with haunted thoughts

And stranded in the dirt

I am not a toy

In your sick adult games

You just want my body

You never ask my name

I don't wanna fuck

I want something more

All the men laugh

Then say "shut the fuck up, whore"

I am not a fetish

Not mystery nor rare

Let's have a conversation

With your fist not in my hair

You are so disgusting

You're a mirror to my soul

I'm just another bump to you

When you are on a roll

Use me, whip me, fuck me

That's what you want to do

Nut in me then drop me

That's all I'd be to you

"You whore, you tranny faggot"

You groan into my ear

But I'm a fucking person

Words you don't care to hear

You're looking to get off

Only wanna get it on

It doesn't fucking matter

If I feel that this is wrong

You are not the first

And you'll never be the last

I'm losing all sensation

I'm numb to all my past

I feel like I am worthless

But that is not my kink

I want someone to care

No acts before he thinks

That type round here is sparse

The climate is so dry

Leaving all the thirsty boys

Who don't care how or why

I just wanted to feel something

Now it's hard to feel at all

So now instead of dating

I'll keep building up these walls

I'm terrified to leave my house

Afraid I'll be attacked

I'm stuck to living my whole life

Looking behind my back