depersonalization Lyrics

I feel so disconnected

It's like im living in third perspective

I'm me but my body is someone elses

My surroundings are hard to tell is

This some dream

Cause it feels like I'm stuck between

The loss of real life and some big screen

It doesn't feel right, I'm numb, this scene

In my life is way too long

Don't if they can't relate, this song

Is coming from my heart, I say it wrong

Cause I haven't felt my heart in way too long

Even when surrounded by people I love

All I feel is empty, my feelings in cuffs

They be feeling like strangers, and dealing with it is tough

Don't know how to change ya but I've really had enough

Like ah

It doesn't help that I don't sleep

Cause then I sink even deeper until I'm so deep

Then I can't differentiate dreams from reality

Yeah it's this extreme, it's a battle see

Then when I do sleep, I wake up inside my own dream, then wake up inside of that dream, and then wake up Inside of that dream, so I never know when I'm awake or not

So that right there is a major plot

Life don't feel real this cage is locked

I hope this seal will break, the clock

It keeps on ticking

Life goes on I keep on kicking

This door but I keep on tripping

In my thoughts, I be trynna keep my grip in, the real world

But I don't really know anymore

I'm so high but so on the floor

I get by but no I'm not sure

That I'll survive I'm over my war

I might tie the rope, like before

Be the final time that deaths at my door

But tonight I'll try and ignore

All these things that makes me not want to live anymore