History Lyrics

No matter how

How the frame could shape me

I still fell out

Out of that place that made me

Where are you now?

That boy who stood the judgement

And knew exactly all his flaws

And roots that grew under them all

I can't even say

How scared

I am today

I'll tear and split away

The tangle of wires

We're not the same

Cave in

I've kissed the ground enough to know

My own limit

Or at least the very edge of it

Cuz hope couldn't be the one to guide me

I know everybody sees those eyes, see

I was never one to analyze the

Void we all live in

But innocence

Left

Maybe I could be myself again

(Maybe I would be forgotten)

I can't even say

How scared

I am today

I swam desperately

The sound of the water

I'm lapping away

It's all thought my identity swayed

Don't cut me off, the only fix was rage

Now blue

Turned to grey

It took the color

From my veins

I can't even say

How scared

I am today

I turned to be the prey

The ice and the fire

I'm melting away

I'm melting away

It's getting darker; I recall the falter

Room that never changes; I can see the altar

Pacing on the cement; Wonder what a dream meant

Is it only passion? Is it all a figment?

Live between the segments; Halves become a fiction

Throw your vision farther; Only makes the water

Lap a little harder; Death becomes a father

Never seems to bother the-