Orchid (Wide Awake) Lyrics

Underestimate

The depth of these wounds

I've been digging graves

By the light of the moon

I self isolate

Am I damned

Am I

Always tempting fate

Is catching up with me

Wide awake

I'm sinking in the depths of this raging sea

Oh please

Cause I'm so damn sick of feeling empty

Wide awake

Am I too far gone

Up again til dawn

And I can't think straight

Cause I'm so damn tired of feeling wide awake

Crippled by self hate

The walls are closing in

But how can I just wait

When this feels like the end

Sick inside my brain

Never ending shame

Am I not just prey to my instability

Stuck inside my head

Wishing I was dead

Close my eyes instead

Can I just pretend that I'm not

Wide awake

I'm sinking in the depths of this raging sea

Oh please

I'm so damn sick of feeling empty

Wide awake

Am I too far gone

Up again til dawn

And I cant think straight

Cause I'm so damn tired of feeling wide awake

And I wonder

Where I'll be after

Sinking underneath

Waves crash over me

I'm struggling trying to breathe

I'm paralyzed

Wide awake

Awake but feeling lost

Wide awake

Awake but at what cost

Wide awake

I'm sinking in the depths of this raging sea

Oh please

I'm so damn sick of feeling empty

Wide awake

Am I too far gone

Up again til dawn

And I can't think straight

Cause I'm so damn tired of feeling wide awake