dear diary/page 1 Lyrics

If things don't stop, Ill take a page

Write it down and then rearrange

Remember the love, and forget the pain

With good memories flowing in my brain

It's a clean adventure

With no protector

Some start calling me insane

But it's okay

To make a break

With no damn reason to explain

I don't know where I am

But I've been here before

This dark place

With Demons behind every door

I'll run and I'll hide

Beneath every lie

But this place is foreign

And I don't know where I'm going

If things don't stop I just scream in vain

Grab hammer and break through my cage

They said it would just change with my age

But I'm twenty three and still filled with rage

Watch out

I got scores to settle

Eight zero eights in sick heavy metal

I ain't even reach my final fucking level

Dead parents and some wilted fucking petals

Do your thoughts keep you up at night (Hell yeah)

I say I'm close but I can't see the light (Hell yeah)

They say you should hold dreams so tight (Hell yeah)

They never said it would be a delight (Hell yeah)

If things don't stop, Ill take a page

Write it down and then rearrange

Remember the love, and forget the pain

With good memories flowing in my brain

It's a clean adventure

With no protector

Some start calling me insane

But it's okay

To make a break

With no damn reason to explain